[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:35.01]I'm back did anyone miss me [00:36.15]They said a second record can be tricky [00:37.75]Well that's kind of funny 'cause I am not tripping [00:39.40]My fans they know what it is and they with me [00:41.20]Yeah I ain't the type that's gon' ride with the semi [00:42.91]I came from a town with three lakes and no city [00:44.74]I've been doing shows for nothing but pennies [00:46.38]When I leave the stage they never forget me [00:47.98]Mansion was a glimpse of my life [00:49.54]I let you see what it's like to be in my head [00:51.58]People ask me what I think I think I be doin' [00:53.47]If it wasn't music I'd rather be dead [00:55.30]You know what I said that was like me at 3 [00:57.35]You don't want to see me at 10 [00:58.76]Or maybe you do [00:59.66]I promise if that is the case [01:01.40]If you're looking for music with watered down lyrics [01:03.37]I promise that you need to [01:04.36]Go somewhere else [01:05.02]And if you want somebody to tell you everything [01:06.75]That you wanna hear I won't be any [01:08.27]Help [01:08.79]This flow's familiar I think I heard it before [01:10.75]Oh yeah I made it myself [01:12.09]I left the door open to come in my mansion [01:13.97]But I never said it's a beautiful house [01:15.68]Some of ya'll sat on the porch [01:16.93]Looked at my windows and stared at my door [01:18.57]They ask me if I'm going to kill it this record [01:20.19]I laugh in their face and I ask 'em [01:21.60]Do you see the blood on the floor [01:22.92]He's at it again NF is crazy he's bad for the kids [01:25.28]He never talks about nothing but ham [01:26.90]Yeah my friends say he's kind of a diva [01:28.36]Well you need to get some new friends [01:29.71]I'm as true as it gets [01:30.94]'Till I get on the stage and flip on the switch [01:32.34]And I go to a place where nobody is [01:33.88]If you putting my name in the song [01:35.45]That's something that you won't regret [01:36.68]I'm not lying to you here [01:37.41]I remember the shows when no one was there [01:38.94]I remember the shows when nobody cared [01:40.71]Some people in front of me laughing like [01:42.05]He isn't going nowhere [01:43.19]It's funny now isn't it [01:44.24]This type of life isn't how I envisioned it [01:46.14]This type of life it just ain't how I pictured it [01:47.90]I'm in the back of the tour bus trying to [01:49.29]Facetime my family it's different [01:50.74]Not what you think it is [01:51.87]Write a review tell me what you think of this [01:53.32]Give me three stars and call me an idiot [01:55.06]'Bout to be honest it don't make a difference [01:56.81]I know some people don't get it [01:57.91]But you have no answer to therapy session [01:59.74]If you don't like music that's personal [02:01.22]I have no clue what you people are doing [02:03.11]Here [02:03.14]Might as well throw out the record [02:04.02]I pull up a chair [02:04.98]I track through my music like nobody's there [02:06.40]Only person I judge is the one in the mirror [02:08.16]I'm leaning into a world [02:09.50]I don't need ya'll in my head [02:10.83]I'm tired of hearing it [02:11.65]You call it music I call it my therapist [02:13.21]Sick people telling me [02:14.13]I have been carrying way too much baggage [02:16.14]I need to take [02:16.80]Care of it [02:17.15]I know she's right but man it's embarrassing [02:18.75]Music has raised me more than my parents did [02:20.31]Take out a picture of us and I stare at it [02:21.95]Who am I kidding you probably ain't hearing this [02:23.83]Show me an artist you want to compare me with [02:25.55]You put us both on a track Imma bury 'em [02:27.08]Give me this shovel it's 'bout to get scarier [02:28.77]None of you want to attack what you staring at [02:30.62]I see you got beats but where is the lyrics at [02:32.38]Nf is the logo you know I been wearing that [02:34.04]Don't come to my show and be sittin' in the very back [02:35.73]I call you out in the crowd like there he is [02:38.01]I thought I'd be happy it feels like I'm cursed [02:39.64]It's hard to be clean when you play in the dirt [02:41.38]You gave me this place to go when I'm hurting [02:42.94]I thought it'd get better but it's getting worse [02:44.56]And I got nobody to blame when I work like 247 [02:47.11]I ain't been to church and Satan keep callin' me [02:48.99]He tryin' to flirt [02:49.82]I hang up the phone these are more than just words [02:51.47]I drive on that highway and listen to mansion [02:53.09]I look up to god like when did this happen [02:54.91]Yelling with all of my fans to wake up [02:57.18]But feel like I haven't [02:58.58]I get emotional I didn't plan this [03:00.19]I'm doing things I never imagined [03:02.20]I'm sorry but I gotta leave [03:03.29]I don't wanna be late for my therapy session