[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:15.86]Everything is fine everything is so fine [00:23.59]Everything is fine everything is so fine [00:30.71]Cause I'm good so good [00:38.27]Cause I'm good so good so good [00:45.55]I wish you would I wish you would [00:53.25]I wish you would I wish you would [00:59.11]I wish you would this is my life [01:03.99]This is my all this is my all [01:09.80]And now I'm happy right now I'm happy but sometimes [01:20.52]I'ma get up in your mind right now [01:22.91]I'ma get up I'ma get [01:25.29]Gong get up gong get up [01:28.29]Gong get up get up get up get up [01:33.09]I'ma get up in your mind right now [01:35.02]Make you feel like dying right now [01:36.97]I'ma make you pray to god [01:38.18]To the good old lord for a sign right now [01:40.94]I'ma get up in your mind right now [01:42.51]Make you feel like dying right now [01:44.06]I'ma make you pray to god [01:45.16]To the good old lord for a sign right now [01:47.07]To the good old lord [01:48.78]I'ma make it some day some how what you telling yourself [01:51.01]But you ain't focused on whats important mentality health [01:52.99]Everybody in the world only want one thing what's that [01:55.44]Infinite power and a pocket full of wealth [01:56.96]Its like ohhh I'ma bring it back to the basics [02:00.04]Nobody can erase it [02:01.74]People in the street going ape sh*t [02:03.25]Battling depression but nobody wanna say sh*t [02:05.62]I'ma bring it back to the [02:07.79]I'ma bring it back to the basics [02:09.53]I'ma bring it back to the back to the back to the [02:12.82]I'ma get up get on [02:14.05]That's what I been on [02:15.00]F**kin with your mind tryna turn sh*t on [02:16.47]But they want to paint me as a villain [02:17.93]Even though I'm here to open their mind [02:19.48]Through the rhyme of life [02:20.40]I gotta open their mind and design the right time [02:22.24]To make a decision and get in em like an incision [02:24.21]Cause I'ma hit em and give em living [02:25.44]They wonder what I'm giving I'ma never give in [02:27.22]I gotta let everybody know [02:28.08]I'm in their mind right now [02:29.64]Make you feel like dying right now [02:31.62]I'ma make you pray to god [02:32.62]To the good old lord for a sign right now [02:35.63]I'ma get up in your mind right now [02:37.12]Make you feel like dying right now [02:38.47]I'ma make you pray to god [02:39.59]To the good old lord for a sign right now [02:41.66]To the good old lord [02:44.68]I'ma bring it back to the basics [02:46.87]Nobody can erase it [02:48.49]People in the street going ape sh*t [02:50.08]Battling depression but nobody wanna say sh*t [02:52.74]Why nobody wanna say [02:54.39]I been living with this everyday [02:56.28]Why nobody wanna say [02:58.33]Everything will be OK [03:03.16]Everything will be okay [03:08.15]I remember some how some way I remember some how some way [03:20.24]Everything will be OK [03:23.68]I remember some how some way I remember some how some way [03:38.92]It was December of 2015 in sunny Los Angeles California in the [03:41.87]Heart of Hollywood [03:43.80]I stood next to my wife in a line surrounded by hundreds of [03:46.19]Other people on our way to watch star wars [03:48.21]When suddenly I was engulfed with fear and panic [03:51.28]As my body began to fade [03:53.25]In this moment my mind was full of clarity [03:55.49]But my body insisted it was in danger [03:58.11]I looked around and I told myself I was safe I was fine [04:01.53]But I was convinced that something was wrong [04:04.09]Before I knew it I felt as though I was going to [04:06.62]Fall and fade away [04:07.76]My body grew weak [04:08.77]And soon enough I found myself in a hospital bed being told [04:11.60]What I went thru was anxiety [04:13.62]I refused to believe this story [04:15.76]I searched and searched for the cause of what had happened to [04:18.49]Me [04:19.16]I began to feel detached from reality [04:21.40]I felt as though I was seeing the world through a glass [04:25.40]I got blood work done [04:26.95]Analysis of my mind and body to no avail [04:30.01]The doctor said it was anxiety [04:32.22]But how could it be anxiety [04:33.59]How could anxiety make me physically feel off balance [04:36.80]How could anxiety make me feel as though I was fading from this [04:39.85]World and on the brink of death [04:42.66]Derealization [04:44.55]The sense of being out of one's body [04:47.13]I'm not here [04:48.22]I'm not me [04:49.48]I'm not real [04:50.36]Nothing is [04:51.72]Nothing but this feeling of panic [04:54.23]Nobody understands [04:56.21]Nobody knows the sufferings [04:58.66]This physical feeling [04:59.96]It can't be anxiety [05:01.62]It can't [05:03.29]Or can it [05:04.87]Can it in fact be the mind controlling the body [05:08.76]Yeah of course [05:11.59]I'm so in control of my mind and my body [05:15.04]But I'm subconsciously forcing myself into a state [05:18.56]Of self bondage entangled by the ropes of my own mind [05:22.16]I am unhappy [05:23.92]Not with life [05:25.24]But with this feeling [05:27.61]I am scared I am human I am a man [05:31.23]But I look in the mirror and I see a child [05:34.07]I am an adult who recognize grown ups don't really know sh*t [05:38.19]And they never did [05:39.81]And it scares me [05:40.76]Cause now I'm just a grown up who doesn't know sh*t [05:43.78]But one thing is I do know this feeling this horrible feeling [05:48.27]Is going to kill me [05:50.19]No no this feeling [05:54.58]This anxiety is nothing [05:57.55]I have anxiety [05:59.46]Just like you the person I wrote this for [06:03.85]And together we will overcome this feeling [06:06.79]We will remember despite the attacks and constant filling of [06:09.93]Our mind and body being on the edge [06:12.27]That we are alive [06:14.33]And any moments we have free of this feeling we will not take [06:17.99]For granted [06:19.34]We will rejoice in this gift that is life [06:22.49]We will rejoice in this day that we have been given [06:26.62]We will accept our anxiety and strive for the betterment of [06:30.08]Ourselves [06:31.00]Starting with mental health [06:33.09]We will accept ourselves as we are and we will be happy with [06:37.05]The person we see in the mirror we will accept ourselves [06:41.40]And live with anxiety