[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:11.26]This is rock bottom y'all [00:12.63]I never expected it [00:14.28]In order to be business like you [00:15.64]Must meet the prerequisite [00:17.09]Leave your culture at home  smile [00:18.69]Don't be too proud  too wild [00:20.40]You may suffer  just don't cry out loud [00:22.35]This notion of professionalism [00:24.51]Is like an exorcism [00:25.51]Forced to give your life away [00:26.73]While you're earnin' a livin' [00:28.32]These thoughts had stopped me [00:29.26]From rejoinin' the work force [00:31.14]But now the situation I'm in [00:32.70]Just seems to hurt more [00:34.00]Maybe it wont be bad [00:35.39]Maybe it'll be good [00:36.75]I could use a little structure in my life [00:38.21]Maybe I should [00:39.37]Take my suit and tie out of the closet [00:41.84]Try shinin' up my shoes [00:43.06]And brush the f**kin' dust off of my wallet [00:45.31]Let's consider the prospects [00:46.86]Make a couple phone calls [00:48.36]Now so many interviews you 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