[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:00.29]Eminem： [00:00.69]I think once I took my first Vicodin [00:02.34]It was just like [00:03.23]This feeling of "Ahh" [00:06.00]You know [00:06.31]Like everything was not only mellow [00:08.61]But didn't feel any pain [00:10.76]It just didn't [00:11.69]It just kind of numbed things [00:13.07]I don't know at what point exactly it started to be a problem [00:17.25]I just remember likin' it more and more [00:20.49]People try to tell me that I had a problem [00:22.90]I would say [00:23.36]"Get that f**kin' person out of here [00:24.79]I can't believe they said that s**t to me [00:26.31]They know nothin' about my f**kin' life [00:27.60]Are they out of their f**kin' mind" [00:29.39]I'm not out there shootin' h****n [00:30.47]I'm not out there f**kin' [00:32.30]You know [00:32.86]Puttin' coke up my nose [00:33.84]I'm not smokin' crack [00:34.99]You're struggling with the argument of "Do you have a problem [00:38.81]Or do you not have a problem [00:39.92]Can you control it [00:40.66]Or can you not" [00:41.67]And I literally thought I could control it [00:43.81]You're taking things that people are giving you that [00:46.63]You don't even know what the f**k they are [00:48.81]They look like a pill [00:50.17]And they look they're shaped like something that you take [00:53.74]So you take it [00:55.39]You know [00:56.41]Xanax [00:56.83]Valium [00:57.51]Tomato-tomato [00:59.15]You know what I mean [00:59.96]It's th-the same thing [01:01.24]It's all in the same family [01:02.15]F**k it [01:02.51]Take it [01:03.27]Had I had gotten to the hospital about two hours later [01:06.76]I would've died [01:07.83]My organs were shutting down [01:09.44]My liver kidneys everything [01:10.93]They were gonna have to put me on dialysis [01:12.20]They didn't think I was gonna make it [01:13.85]My bottom was gonna be death [01:15.77]Within a month [01:17.18]I had relapsed [01:18.80]And shot right back up to the same amount of pills that I was taking [01:22.03]I remember just walking around my house and thinking every single day [01:25.70]Like "I'm gonna f**king die" [01:28.32]Like I'm I'm looking at my kids [01:29.65]And I need to be here for this [01:31.21]Coming off of everything [01:32.55]I literally was up twenty-four hours a day for three weeks straight [01:36.64]And I mean not sleeping [01:39.83]Not even nodding off for a f**king minute [01:42.45]Like I was literally just up [01:43.84]Like looking at the TV [01:46.77]I had to regain motor skills [01:48.80]I had to regain talking skills [01:50.71]It's been a-a learning process [01:52.57]Like It's been I'm growing [01:54.96]I just couldn't believe that anybody could ever be naturally happy [01:58.15]Or naturally function [01:58.92]Or be just enjoying life in general [02:01.32]Without being on something [02:04.03]So I would say that t-to anybody that i-it does get better [02:07.93]You know [02:08.85]It just it does