[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:38.54]Spent so much of my time [00:39.84]wishing you were different [00:41.09]But reality is that [00:42.14]where life could never be provisioned [00:43.74]But if I could wish for one thing [00:45.34]I'd go back and I'd fix it [00:46.59]I'd tackle all your obstacles [00:47.69]and kill them with precision [00:49.24]And better the intentions [00:50.49]of every single person [00:51.89]Who play a part in you learning [00:53.49]exactly what your worth is [00:54.69]I'd shower you with purpose [00:55.79]I'd wipe hate off the surface [00:57.44]I'd reshape all your pain [00:58.54]and make it ****ing worth it [01:00.24]No more feeling worthless [01:01.19]no more ****ing searching [01:02.94]No more of that fraud **** [01:04.39]nobody else could hurt you [01:06.10]Yeah [01:06.75]said nobody else could hurt you [01:08.55]And if they ever tried too [01:09.76]I'd wipe 'em from the Earth too [01:11.21]Cuz I know that you hurting baby [01:12.56]I know that you tired too [01:13.96]I know that you been running [01:15.16]from everything that's behind you [01:16.76]I know that you've been burying [01:18.01]everything deep inside you [01:19.41]I can see it killing you [01:20.72]wish that I could revive you [01:22.46]But I'm stuck sitting [01:23.91]in this time frame [01:24.91]Struggling with my demons and [01:26.11]playing these stupid mind game [01:27.66]One day it could get better [01:29.01]maybe it could get better [01:30.31]Maybe we could change **** [01:31.41]no more inclement weather [01:33.01]Know you hated your mom [01:34.37]know it went through your mind [01:35.77]You were just like me [01:37.07]wish that you had more time [01:38.47]To see life from a different angle [01:39.82]wrestle with a different angel [01:41.07]Wouldn't lose your wings and fall [01:42.57]from heaven like a cliffhanger [01:44.02]Everything is different now [01:45.27]nothing is the same [01:46.67]And nowadays I swear it feels [01:48.22]like you don't know my name [01:49.42]But I look at the mirror [01:50.62]and I see you every day [01:52.02]I'm you in every way [01:53.29]every hue and every shade [01:54.64]And maybe you should know [01:55.89]it's the last thing that I wanted [01:57.49]Cuz what I hate about you makes [01:58.79]me feel like I'm haunted [02:00.09]And I don't wanna spend the [02:01.29]rest of my time on the run and [02:02.89]So I'm just gonna confront it [02:04.29]yeah I'm just gonna confront it [02:05.64]And tell you that I love you for [02:07.34]everything you made me [02:08.44]And that you need to hear this [02:09.89]even if it makes you angry [02:11.19]God lives inside you [02:12.34]you've already found him [02:13.74]The Devil lives in memories [02:14.94]and you just let him hound you [02:16.69]And I despise the church for [02:17.99]everything that they taught you [02:19.29]It's just a ****ing stain that [02:20.72]I wish I could wipe off you [02:23.34]That I wish I could wipe off you [02:24.94]And I forgive you for doing [02:26.24]everything that it cost you [02:29.02]Everything that it cost you [02:30.32]Fame is such a heavy price [02:31.47]I wish it didn't cost you [02:33.07]Losing a part of me that [02:34.22]would follow you to Hell [02:35.72]Follow you to hatred [02:36.77]or follow you to jail [02:38.37]Followed you to patterns that [02:39.67]I could never get out of [02:41.27]Now I realize that I could [02:42.77]never make it with that love [02:44.02]Now I realize that **** [02:45.12]is the alternative outcome [02:46.73]Never wanted you to save me [02:48.13]I just wish I count some [02:49.53]I just wish that you grew up [02:50.83]with someone you could count on [02:52.18]I just wish you knew that you [02:53.48]could never make it without love [02:55.91]For your goddamn self [02:57.31]and that you never ever [02:58.31]find it in anybody else [03:01.59]I would help you find you [03:03.09]And if I saw it killing you [03:04.39]I swear I would revive you [03:06.94]And if that meant the end of me [03:08.64]I'd do it all for you so you [03:09.99]could have your happy end and peace [03:55.35]Yeah and if that [03:56.75]meant the end of me [03:57.80]I'd do it all for you so you [03:59.05]could have your happy ending [04:00.50]Cuz I know that you hurting baby [04:01.75]I know that you tired too [04:03.30]I know you've been running [04:04.05]from everything that's behind you [04:05.80]I know that you've been burying [04:07.10]everything deep inside you [04:08.50]I can see it killing you [04:09.75]wish that I could revive you [04:12.62]And if that meant the end of me [04:14.02]I'd do it all for you so you [04:15.27]could have your happy ending [04:17.86]And if that meant the end of me [04:19.36]I'd do it all for you so you [04:20.66]could have your happy ending