[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:01.13]Fall too far to be wise and I know that I try but I [00:06.18]Fall too far to be wise and I know that I try but I [00:11.22]Fall too far to be wise and I know that I try but I [00:16.63]Fall too far to be wise and I know that I try but I [00:21.64]Look [00:22.97]Look let me show you behind the scene [00:24.94]Behind the glitz and the glamour and all the lights you see [00:28.29]Behind the rumours on the life I lead [00:30.48]Let me talk to the people like it's the mic in me [00:33.04]The truth is I got really bad anxiety [00:35.75]I'm on the motorway cryin' in the driver's seat [00:38.90]I don't even know where I'm goin' [00:40.26]I got love but I don't know how to show it is this life [00:43.80]When you feel like givin' up know you're close [00:46.56]I been sayin' the least and knowin' the most [00:49.22]I've had ups and downs but the highest of the highs [00:51.71]Never last for as long as the lowest of lows [00:55.76]Survivor's guilt [00:57.70]I feel the worst at my happiest [00:59.22]'Cause I miss all my n***as [01:00.35]That couldn't be in this life I built [01:02.70]But that's the type of s**t that only I can feel [01:05.96]Gettin' me in the mood [01:08.00]My exes got ivory skin [01:09.34]Which is funny 'cause it's really the elephant in the room [01:12.67]Is that enough reason to bury me in a tomb [01:15.74]I fell in love with an Albanian I know it's mad [01:18.36]We're not together 'cause her family would hold us back [01:20.69]I saw the red flags I wouldn't want my child to grow in that [01:23.88]Rum and Red Bull it's a culture clash [01:26.59]F**kin' hell [01:29.14]I don't wanna let life tear us apart [01:31.00]I see the Internet gossip and it wears on my heart [01:33.62]I f**k with her she was there from the start [01:35.97]I'm seein' them laugh at me cah I'm vulnerable [01:40.31]Ain't that the s**t that rappers' supposed to do [01:42.30]I'd rather rap about arguin' [01:43.68]With my girl than f**kin' your girl [01:45.53]But I don't mind because the both are true [01:48.78]Ignorin' my messages these times I know she on her [01:52.85]Worst part is I wouldn't even do the same [01:55.31]Hate it or love it you gotta charge it to the game [01:58.47]Gotta charge it to the [02:00.76]Heavy is the head but don't play with my heart [02:02.90]I feel like a footballer when I'm makin' my art [02:05.61]Through ball how I'm managin' the weight of the past [02:08.24]I felt so much pain that I got favorite scars [02:11.00]And my house got wings like my favorite cars [02:13.64]And the milly rock my favorite dance [02:15.53]You can call it what you want it [02:17.28]But I got it off of takin' a chance [02:18.81]I didn't take an advance [02:21.78]Fame comes with a price you can't pay in advance [02:24.40]For six long years I've been playin' my part [02:26.95]Like a freak in a circus when they're makin' them dance [02:29.63]I got nights where it's light [02:31.12]And I got days where it's dark [02:32.29]And the waters that I swim in it ain't safe for the sharks [02:34.95]He a gangster but the stress gonna take him apart [02:37.53]I'm with the n***as that I claimed from the start [02:39.68]I see you n***as changin' they didn't make it [02:43.17]It's a shame it takes fallin' to your death [02:45.25]For a person to appreciate fully [02:46.88]The gravity of the situation [02:49.20]But that's just irony at its finest [02:52.34]Black women I just wanna say I'm sorry [02:54.54]I done a lot of dumb s**t I won't lie to you [02:57.04]I wanna be a voice for you be a light for you [02:59.72]I know I haven't done enough I wanna try for you [03:02.92]Wanna be on the frontline for you [03:04.99]Campaign for you make change for you [03:08.37]I just wanna help in any way [03:10.50]Bein' genuine I think about it every day [03:13.38]Tour life travellin' every day [03:15.97]Nerves paralysing when you get to stage [03:18.10]You feel love for an hour and then it gets to fade [03:21.06]Imagine what that does to your mental state [03:23.52]Imagine bein' a millionaire at a tender age [03:26.73]You don't even know whether to spend or save [03:28.84]My mum had to grow up fast she expects the same [03:31.62]I was twenty with a mortgage and rent to pay [03:35.58]So what's happenin' [03:36.96]I got gorillas all around me allow me [03:39.52]Don't get grabbed in a party or lackin' [03:41.90]You'll die for a wine like Joffrey Baratheon [03:45.38]Pattern 'em [03:47.09]The government ain't gonna [03:48.03]Help with all the issues that I'm tacklin' [03:50.40]The way you talk about politics is bafflin' [03:52.67]I wouldn't even trust my own shadow in a cabinet [03:55.07]Cabbin' it can't drive no more [03:58.51]I been lookin' for the answers sure that I'll find 'em [04:01.08]I don't judge an accent but the story behind it [04:04.01]We all know loss but there's glory behind it [04:06.70]I'ma make a film for my mom [04:08.33]And tell her "Tell to the world [04:09.71]This album is just the soundtrack" [04:11.44]Look at her story in a year in her life [04:13.59]And tell me if it doesn't bring a f**kin' tear to your eyes [04:16.21]In this together [04:17.21]I don't wanna try wishin' wouldn't have but take it over [04:21.87]I done hold them at your eyes [04:25.87]So knowin' that it was for everyone [04:28.78]I know you love fast and I know you want the same [04:32.64]Head in the clouds my heads spinnin' up [04:34.42]Let the other try [04:37.14]I don't wanna try wishin' wouldn't have but take it over [04:44.19]I done hold them at your eyes [04:46.74]So knowin' that it was for everyone [05:00.41]What I realised [05:01.73]What I realised 'bout who I am [05:03.17]Is that you're kinda taught [05:08.89]You're taught to die for what you stand for you feel me [05:12.10]But I realise I'm here to live for what I stand for [05:14.79]'Cause I wanna see it bro I wanna enjoy it bro [05:18.29]I wanna see what I feel like I am you know what I'm sayin' [05:22.85]Out there while I'm here and that's that bro [05:26.90]But yeah link up my guy you know how it is