[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:00.14]I Don't Feel Alive - Chelsea Cutler [00:09.03]Skin and bones stomach aches [00:12.66]Lucid dreams hold my breath when I'm wide awake [00:16.72]Connecticut dissociate [00:20.25]Maybe I should buy a house in a town upstate [00:23.84]If I could I'd wake myself up [00:27.52]When I am somebody that I'm proud of [00:33.66]I'm getting undressed for my lover [00:36.35]And praying she don't hate all my skin like I do [00:41.22]I'm reading books and drinking coffee [00:43.83]Stepping on a scale I keep in the bathroom [00:48.01]The water goes downhill and still [00:50.50]I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly [00:55.48]And I don't feel alive [00:59.27]No I don't feel alive [01:05.35]Telehealth TV episodes [01:08.74]Swallow seeds but the fruit never seems to grow [01:12.78]Validate what I know [01:16.42]What I believe in and everywhere I wanna go [01:19.91]If I could I'd wake myself up [01:23.73]When I am somebody that I'm proud of [01:29.79]I'm paying three different psychologists [01:32.51]Trying to remember who I told what story to [01:37.31]I'm writing feelings in a journal [01:39.92]'Cause that's what people who have their f**** together seem to do [01:44.02]The water goes downhill and still [01:46.69]I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly [01:51.65]And I don't feel alive [01:55.52]No I don't feel alive [02:00.57]I keep coming up for air [02:03.95]And ending up with water in my [02:08.14]I keep coming up for air [02:11.45]And ending up with water in my lungs [02:16.48]I'm learning how to set my boundaries [02:18.94]How to have compassion for myself and for my mind [02:23.86]I'm turning off my cell phone [02:26.51]And trying to have honest conversations in real life [02:30.49]The water goes downhill and still [02:33.12]I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly [02:38.20]And I don't feel alive [02:41.87]No I don't feel alive [02:43.83]I don't feel alive oh no [02:47.01]I keep coming up for air [02:50.60]And ending up with water in my [02:54.57]I keep coming up for air [02:57.96]And ending up with water in my [03:02.23]I keep coming up for air [03:05.63]And ending up with water in my [03:10.04]I keep coming up for air [03:13.43]And ending up with water in my lungs