[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:13.13]I want it to be like messy [00:21.81]I'm so insecure I think [00:23.86]That I'll die before I drink [00:25.79]And I'm so caught up in the news [00:27.68]Of who likes me and who hates you [00:29.62]And I'm so tired that I might [00:31.62]Quit my job start a new life [00:33.51]And they'd all be so disappointed [00:35.45]'Cause who am I if not exploited [00:37.44]And I'm so sick of seventeen [00:39.36]I'm over this teenage dream [00:41.28]If someone tells me one more time [00:43.18]"Enjoy your youth" I'm gonna cry [00:45.14]And I don't stick up for myself [00:47.05]I'm anxious and nothing can help [00:48.98]And I wish I'd done this before [00:50.88]And I wish people liked me more [00:53.00]All I did was try my best [00:54.80]This the kinda thanks I get [00:56.78]Unrelentlessly upset [00:59.01]Uh oh [01:00.57]They say these are the golden years [01:02.57]But I wish I could disappear [01:04.41]Ego crush is so severe [01:06.40]God it's brutal out here [01:16.09]I feel like no one wants me [01:18.08]And I hate the way I'm perceived [01:19.99]I only have two real friends [01:21.95]And lately I'm a nervous wreck [01:23.75]'Cause I love people I don't like [01:25.60]And I hate every song I write [01:27.62]And I'm not cool and I'm not smart [01:29.62]And I can't even parallel park [01:31.67]All I did was try my best [01:33.57]This the kinda thanks I get [01:35.43]Unrelentlessly upset [01:37.85]Uh oh [01:39.08]They say these are the golden years [01:41.23]But I wish I could disappear [01:43.19]Ego crush is so severe [01:45.22]God it's brutal out here [01:51.87]She's having a really good time [02:04.00]Got a broken ego broken heart [02:12.80]And God I don't even know where to start