[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:00.21]Dave - My 19th Birthday [00:03.06]I spent my 19th birthday in the hospital [00:06.35]With my brother and my mum [00:07.72]And I know it sounds dumb [00:08.78]but I felt like I lost it all [00:10.74]The pain's compulsory suffering's optional [00:13.18]Takeshi's castle [00:14.40]my life's got obstacles [00:15.79]I'm still dealing with a whole load of stress [00:17.97]I see my older brother so close to the edge [00:20.39]And that there put a hole in my chest [00:22.32]And then they tell you home's [00:23.63]where the heart is [00:24.54]But I got a hole where my heart is [00:26.41]Because I let a hoe where my heart is [00:29.56]Never again I had to tell her [00:31.70]that we're better as friends [00:32.73]I never messaged again [00:33.86]Every message I send ends up in a groupchat [00:36.53]'Cause girls go and tell all their friends [00:40.78]That's one of many reasons [00:42.06]why I ain't sending DMs [00:43.15]Look I'm gonna keep this cake and [00:45.06]I'm gonna eat this cake [00:46.13]That's why I'm living three lives I'm in GTA [00:48.83]I'm in Los Angeles driving a Mercedes and [00:51.33]it's funny because honestly [00:52.39]I didn't think I'd see LA [00:54.11]Surprise birthday party [00:55.42]I didn't see this cake coming [00:57.24]I need this money like its EMA [00:59.16]You gotta separate the rats from the G's [01:01.41]if you can't handle cheese [01:02.35]How the hell you gonna be a great [01:04.08]I need a blazing inferno for my enemies [01:06.66]Behind my back I know that everybody sends for me [01:09.24]And I'd respond but I don't even have the time [01:11.51]I mean asking [01:12.28]Avelino couldn't help me find the energy [01:14.95]I don't think my ends want the best for me [01:17.02]That's why the question me [01:18.19]fake G checking me [01:19.38]**** the road but if anybody's testing me [01:22.20]It's one step away like a 5-a-side penalty [01:24.67]Every Santander Nationwide remembers me [01:27.50]Right pocket full of cards I'm a referee [01:29.87]Ain't it funny how this money [01:31.51]that I'm getting came from ****ing PA's like [01:33.43]I'm sleeping with a secretary [01:35.25]Secondly your girlfriend's obsessed with me [01:37.74]But that's a story for another day [01:39.08]and this is why love is ****ed [01:40.40]'Cause you went and put your trust in her [01:42.02]and then she sent and sent me nudes [01:43.23]I said "Nuh-uh-uh cover up" [01:45.04]I aired it certain girls I can't respect [01:47.65]We're all nothing to someone [01:48.91]and that you can't forget [01:50.23]So just remember [01:51.04]when the girl's playing hard to get [01:52.47]There's probably another person [01:53.33]that she's trying hard to get [01:57.45]And there's probably a girl in [01:58.83]your phone right now that you hardly text [02:01.43]That's looking for love [02:02.54]But everybody wants what they can't touch so [02:07.46]If you touch my money [02:08.92]you can see what I'm about [02:10.16]You can ask your little sister [02:11.47]I will be inside your house [02:12.75]Eating from your fridge feet up on your couch [02:15.04]Tell your little brother Butter me a sandwich [02:16.64]spread in evenly amounts [02:17.85]You think I'm playing any games [02:19.21]Why do you think I talk about cars [02:21.00]women and chains [02:21.65]On half of the songs I make materialistic aims [02:24.46]Make me feel a way when I want it [02:25.89]When I got it it don't ever feel the same [02:27.77]We got different types of problems [02:30.66]I'm getting corporate tax on [02:32.18]this cash that I'm making [02:33.49]And at the same time [02:34.51]I need to vanquish my paigons [02:35.97]If you think it's dead you're mistaken [02:37.24]I'm hot headed and dangerous [02:39.21]And still living in this matrix [02:41.22]All I wanna do is make my loved ones proud [02:43.60]In this year alone [02:44.88]we made three hundred thousand [02:45.99]But my mum won't smile [02:46.85]becuase her son's on trial [02:48.58]We've got different types of problems [02:51.76]What do you know about [02:52.73]living in a shadow [02:53.54]Where every single thing [02:54.35]that you can do is being tainted [02:55.82]'Cause your brother's in the station [02:57.41]and he's ill to the bone [02:58.80]12 or 13 when I turned into an adult [03:01.64]All them kids my age were going TeenFest [03:03.78]When I was getting searched [03:05.35]by a golden retriever in a Cat [03:07.22]A prison while I'm standing on an arrow [03:09.09]We used to have cards and [03:10.36]now we're playing with swords [03:11.39]My G went from Blackjack to [03:12.66]a black Jack Sparrow [03:14.27]I know so many man [03:15.23]who got a case on their head [03:16.67]that would kill to come home [03:17.92]But there chances are narrow [03:18.88]in this world that we live in [03:20.44]Nobody listens we do have thoughts [03:23.29]But nobody's thinking and I get it [03:24.97]'Cause none of us are tyna play the victim [03:27.40]Any disrespect then retaliation instant [03:29.84]I know a lot of man have been dodging karma [03:31.71]And they think [03:32.67]it's all laughter 'till [03:33.28]the ***** comes to kiss them [03:34.92]You know the difference between life [03:36.89]and death is one bad decision 3 or 4 inches [03:40.72]So many man my age have got P.T.S.D and [03:43.44]I don't think that it's hit them [03:45.34]If you envision the way that we're living [03:47.06]The things that we had seen [03:48.47]situations that we'd been in [03:49.79]You would understand why I don't wanna talk [03:51.26]about my life in every song I've ever written [03:54.53]I really wanna help [03:55.64]but it's out of my control and jurisdiction [03:57.15]'Cause a lot of road yutes [03:58.57]have got a sickness mentally [04:49.72]Like look [04:52.11]My mummy always used to tell me this [04:54.32]David listen when your older's speaking [04:57.05]I know man that listened to [04:58.71]their olders speaking [04:59.32]And now they're all life'd off and [05:00.63]they don't know the reason [05:02.00]In a weird way summer is the coldest season [05:04.34]You'll get killed at a party for [05:06.11]the smallest reason [05:07.17]One day you're chilling in secondary [05:09.86]Next day your right hand's a memory [05:11.83]So when I say that I'm alone [05:13.25]do you know the feeling? [05:14.66]When I say the game's over [05:15.82]do you know the meaning [05:17.72]I mean that I don't have the time for this [05:19.55]I need a girl but same time [05:21.00]there's no time for them [05:22.37]I got people inside and I don't write to them [05:24.91]It's like I don't feel pain no more [05:27.03]I can't do journeys on a train no more [05:29.41]Can't shed a tear writing on a page no more [05:32.44]I don't wanna play games no more [05:34.92]I don't want my friends on a case no more [05:37.23]And trust me I don't want a war on the ends [05:39.66]But it's like you wanna start it so say no more [05:42.19]I'm too big for this nonsense [05:43.90]I don't need problems [05:44.85]Meetings 1.5 milli ain't an option [05:47.55]I don't need a deal or an option [05:49.53]In my own neighbourhood [05:50.79]Me Jack Benny in the office [05:52.51]I don't need excel Sony drama [05:55.29]Our team's faster street Sam Chara [05:57.75]I got a lot of love for everyone [05:59.03]that checks for me [06:00.54]And a lot of love for certain girls sexually [06:03.53]Texting me saying that she slept on me [06:05.78]And definitely wishes that she slept with me [06:12.63]Look [06:13.47]On another note I wanna say thanks to Cal [06:15.95]One of my closest from young [06:17.37]and we're still at it now [06:18.53]I remember when we learnt to play piano [06:20.60]Just to make each other jealous [06:21.72]who'd've thought [06:22.18]that we would practice now [06:24.38]Your talent's been standing out [06:26.21]Be proud of your dream [06:27.22]you should stand and shout [06:28.64]I remember last year you never had a clue [06:31.15]And this year you went and did Attitude [06:33.63]Speaking of attitude [06:34.94]it's only right I say sorry for my attitude [06:37.64]And I ain't never mad at you Tyrell [06:39.22]Manon Frasier especially [06:41.37]I got a lot of things I'm dealing with mentally [06:43.90]I feel down a lot and I ain't got the energy [06:46.27]I need all of your help to [06:47.69]get the best from me [06:49.34]There's way too much to do [06:50.41]I ain't getting sleep [06:51.72]And last time I got a rest they arrested me [06:53.89]Tell me I trea**ent for a video [06:55.91]I didn't make myself from scratch [06:57.43]Every lyric every melody [06:59.10]Every ****ing beat [07:00.51]Every little detail in the artwork and video [07:02.79]Everything is me [07:04.00]A wonderful team and a God that I serve [07:06.53]My friends and my mum [07:07.74]my brothers and my girl [07:09.11]I don't want short-term success or a banger [07:11.68]Man are signing to a sentence [07:12.94]getting lost in the words [07:14.01]And it's fine if you sign man [07:15.48]it's each to their own [07:16.49]But these clones need to know [07:17.65]that I'm different from the world [07:19.47]Don't compare me to them [07:20.43]they couldn't beat me at my worst [07:21.60]It don't matter if I'm rapping or [07:22.97]I'm singing on the verse [07:34.34]Look [07:35.45]People don't get that I'm serious [07:37.88]I don't wanna play games no more [07:40.00]And I don't wanna talk to these girls no more [07:42.27]I can't **** a girl that in it for the fame no more [07:45.24]And man can't talk on my name no more [07:47.16]I give it 5 or 10 minutes 'till your main ting talks [07:49.68]She's telling me that they don't talk no more [07:52.64]but I'm pretty sure that his wifey knows more [07:54.86]No more no I don't wanna play no more [07:57.44]No talks if it isn't money made no more [08:00.20]No more no I don't wanna play no more [08:02.84]I don't wanna play no games no more [08:05.37]And I don't wanna see my girl no more [08:07.70]'Cause I don't really wanna see [08:09.01]her hurt no more [08:10.23]My mum telling me [08:11.39]that she's gotta stop working [08:12.65]and I'm telling mummy [08:13.67]you ain't gotta work no more [08:15.24]No more mummy [08:16.05]you ain't gotta hurt no more [08:18.02]You ain't gotta cry in your shirt no more [08:20.34]Mummy you ain't gotta wake up [08:21.96]for work in the freezing cold [08:23.28]in the middle of the night for a cheque no more [08:26.11]Mummy you ain't gotta cry no more [08:28.40]You ain't gotta stress in the night no more [08:31.16]And I ain't gotta say no more [08:34.13]We ain't playing games no more