[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:18.20]I feel the Aryan in my blood it's scarier than a blood [00:20.76]Been looking for holy water now I'm praying for a flood [00:22.95]It feel like time passing me by slower than a slug [00:25.14]While this feeling inside of my body seep in like a drug [00:27.47]Will you hug me rub me on the back like a child [00:29.89]Tell me you love me need me [00:30.98]Promise me you'll never leave me [00:32.25]Even though my daddy you know he blacker than the street [00:34.45]With a fist to match more solid than concrete [00:36.50]Tell white people I'm black feel the need to retreat [00:39.14]Like I should be ashamed of my granddaddy malik [00:41.40]But my beautiful black brothers and sisters want to act like I'm adopted [00:44.27]Go back in time to when my ni**a daddy impregnated [00:46.39]My cracker momma and stopped it [00:47.80]My oh my [00:49.24]My oh my [00:50.63]Oh my [00:51.58]My oh my [00:54.35]Oh my [00:55.32]Somebody pinch me [00:56.07]Black man screaming trying to convince me [00:57.68]I'm not black so why the white man wanna lynch me [01:00.04]Damn my skin fair but life's not [01:01.85]And I be lying if I said I didn't care what whites thought [01:04.26]Or black people said sh*t [01:05.61]Maybe it's in my head like a single mother praying in a gadda da vida [01:08.78]Looking around on the ground for a serpent to feed her [01:11.56]Praying to god wondering why her baby daddy beat her [01:13.86]Feeling like the devil finna come and defeat her [01:15.89]All alone in the wintertime close to the heater [01:18.12]Wondering what's gonna happen [01:19.25]And how the world gonna treat her [01:20.60]How could her momma mislead her [01:21.75]And her daddy just leave her [01:22.96]Like abracadabra when that magician pull on the lever [01:25.14]Oh my [01:26.37]Oh my [01:27.73]Oh my [01:29.17]Like the white women said oh my [01:32.17]Oh my my my my my [01:34.64]Ohhh [01:36.74]Oh my my my my my [01:39.09]Oh my [01:41.20]I don't feel right deep inside [01:43.54]Feeling like I need to hide [01:46.04]Everybody wonder why I get high [01:48.29]Cause I can't fight the feeling inside [01:50.10]Oh my my my [01:55.28]Oh my I said oh my yeah [02:00.51]Feeling innocent in a sense has got me feeling on the fence [02:02.68]And all this sh*t is so intense [02:04.00]Don't wanna go to this event [02:04.93]Just wanna stay home and invent [02:05.89]And sometimes yeah that let me vent [02:07.37]I'm taking shots and drinking liquor [02:08.35]But that sh*t don't make a dent in how I'm feeling [02:10.17]And yes I'm willing to keep chilling on this sh*t [02:11.91]I know there is someone out there far away [02:13.77]Who's feeling all this sh*t [02:13.96]And yes I know that when I'm low [02:15.12]There's so much further I can go [02:16.29]And so I look up to the sky [02:17.82]Oh my oh my [02:19.22]Oh my oh my [02:20.18]Oh my oh my [02:21.41]Oh my oh my [02:22.52]Oh my oh my [02:23.73]Oh my oh my [02:27.44]I feel the Aryan in my blood it's scarier than a blood [02:29.80]Been looking for holy water now I'm praying for a flood [02:31.91]It feel like time passing me by slower than a slug [02:34.46]While this feeling inside of my body seep in like a drug [02:36.83]Will you hug me rub me on the back like a child [02:39.05]Tell me you love me need me [02:40.19]Promise me you'll never leave me [02:41.63]Even though my daddy you know he blacker than the street [02:43.56]With a fist to match more solid than concrete [02:45.64]Tell white people I'm black feel the need to retreat [02:48.36]Like I should be ashamed of my granddaddy malik [02:50.47]But my beautiful black brothers and sisters want to act like I'm adopted [02:53.48]Go back in time to when my ni**a daddy impregnated [02:55.50]My cracker momma and stopped it [02:57.13]My oh my [02:58.43]My oh my [03:00.65]My oh my [03:01.22]Like the white women said oh my [03:04.74]Single mother praying in a gadda da vida [03:06.70]Looking around on the ground for a serpent to feed her [03:09.03]Praying to god wondering why her baby daddy beat her [03:11.35]Feeling like the devil finna come and defeat her [03:13.54]Single mother praying in a gadda da vida [03:15.89]Looking around on the ground for a serpent to feed her [03:18.29]Praying to god wondering why her baby daddy beat her [03:20.77]Feeling like the devil finna come and defeat her [03:22.70]Single mother praying in a gadda da vida [03:25.08]Looking around on the ground for a serpent to feed her [03:27.57]Praying to god wondering why her baby daddy beat her [03:30.06]Feeling like the devil finna come and defeat her [03:31.97]All alone in the wintertime close to the heater [03:34.38]Wondering what's gonna happen [03:35.59]And how the world gonna treat her [03:36.89]How could her momma mislead her [03:37.97]And her daddy just leave her [03:38.95]Like abracadabra when that magician pull on the lever [03:41.43]Oh my my my my my [03:43.86]Ohhh [03:45.60]Oh my my my my my [03:48.41]Oh my [03:50.70]I don't feel right deep inside [03:52.88]Feeling like I need to hide [03:55.52]Everybody wonder why I get high [03:57.38]Cause I can't fight the feeling inside [03:59.29]Oh my my my [04:04.43]Oh my I said oh my [04:18.20]Sometimes I can't get you out of my mind [04:21.98]Baby no I just can't find I just can't find [04:26.65]Such a beautiful state of mind [04:29.26]State of mind [04:31.28]State of mind [04:33.94]State of mind [05:13.61]Sometimes everyday right on time [05:17.26]But right now on my mind [05:19.52]It feels like I'm living on borrowed time [05:41.25]I feel the Aryan in my blood it's scarier than a blood [05:43.88]Been looking for holy water now I'm praying for a flood [05:46.13]It feel like time passing me by slower than a slug [05:48.47]While this feeling inside of my body seep in like a drug [05:50.49]Will you hug me rub me on the back like a child [05:52.84]Tell me you love me need me [05:54.05]Promise me you'll never leave me [05:55.38]Even though my daddy you know he blacker than the street [05:57.26]With a fist to match more solid than con [05:59.50]Tell white people I'm black feel the need to retreat [06:02.10]Like I should be ashamed of my granddaddy Malik [06:04.32]But my beautiful black brothers and sisters want to act like I'm adopted [06:07.33]Go back in time to when my ni**a daddy impregnated my cracker momma and stopped it [06:11.09]My oh my oh my [06:14.80]Feeling innocent oh my [06:18.87]Feeling innocent in a sense has got me feeling on the fence [06:21.33]And all this sh*t is so intense [06:22.44]Don't wanna go to this event [06:23.39]Just wanna stay home and invent [06:24.59]And sometimes yeah that let me vent [06:25.92]I'm taking shots and drinking liquor [06:26.87]But that sh*t don't make a dent in how I'm feeling [06:28.64]And yes I'm willing to keep chilling on this sh*t [06:30.29]I know there is someone out there far away [06:31.82]Who's feeling all this sh*t [06:32.60]And yes I know that when I'm low [06:33.85]There's so much further I can go [06:35.03]And so I look up to the sky [06:36.46]Like a single mother praying in a gadda da vida [06:38.72]Looking around on the ground for a serpent to feed her [06:41.25]Praying to god wondering why her baby daddy beat her [06:43.61]Feeling like the devil finna come and defeat her [06:45.72]All alone in the wintertime close to the heater [06:48.02]Wondering what's gonna happen [06:49.11]And how the world gonna treat her [06:50.55]How could her momma mislead her [06:51.64]And her daddy just leave her [06:52.75]Like abracadabra when that magician pull on the lever [06:54.97]How could her momma mislead her [06:56.22]And her daddy just leave her [06:57.40]Like abracadabra when that magician pull on the lever [06:59.63]How could her momma mislead her [07:00.81]And her daddy just leave her [07:01.97]Like abracadabra when that magician pull on the lever [07:04.39]How could her momma mislead her [07:05.52]And her daddy just leave her [07:06.81]Like abracadabra when that magician pull on the lever [07:08.91]How could her momma mislead her [07:10.12]And her daddy just leave her [07:11.22]Like abracadabra when that magician pull on the lever [07:13.59]Oh my [07:42.04]So what now [07:43.58]What advice can you give me [07:45.38]What advice can I give humanity I suppose so [07:50.16]Live your life [07:52.26]Don't waste your days on the negative energy of others [07:55.40]Remember that you're not your salary [07:57.36]You're not your house you're not your car [08:00.85]And no matter how big your bank account is [08:03.30]Your grave is six feet under just like everyone else's [08:07.04]So enjoy the days you have [08:09.65]Worry not bout the days that came before you [08:12.95]Nor the ones that will follow you in death [08:16.28]Remember that right here in this moment is all you are guaranteed [08:20.77]And the fact that you are living is what life is all about [08:25.49]So live your life to the fullest [08:28.31]According to your happiness and the betterment of all [08:46.76]Damn man we've been walking forever [08:49.84]Well thalias tracking system says we'll be there in just over an hour [08:53.37]Sh*t at least we got good walking music or is that it [08:57.57]Oh no man I'm cueing up the fourth album now his final one [09:23.18]1 2 3 4 [09:29.12]1 2 3 4 listen [09:35.47]Look into my eyes [09:36.59]Tell me you could see beyond the smile that I'm puttin' on [09:39.38]This front that I'm puttin' up for you [09:42.08]I spill my soul into a microphone [09:43.84]With poems written in blood [09:45.24]In hopes that it's enough for you [09:48.35]Do you love me yet [09:54.35]Do you love me yet [09:57.73]No okay [09:59.32]I'll go harder for you [10:00.11]In fact I rap till I collapse [10:02.30]All I wanted was acceptance [10:03.97]My latest lesson [10:04.99]I'll never feel your approval until I accept my own [10:08.07]Come from a messed up home [10:09.33]Destitute and less informed [10:10.53]About the ways to raise a child up [10:12.41]To not become a product [10:13.91]Of his environment I need to cry and vent [10:16.34]But I done built this wall up [10:17.64]Actin' like everything's all good [10:19.62]But in reality I'm lookin' for something [10:21.72]Through bumpin' my favorite rappers I came up after [10:25.50]Nas cole and hov [10:27.07]Eyes closed I zone till 5 or so in the morn [10:29.70]I'm used to being alone [10:31.27]Sh*t you know how long I've been out on my own [10:34.21]Chasing dreams fantasies of a throne [10:36.37]One day I wake up and see that it didn't exist all along [10:39.33]Till then I will pen verses that fans consider brilliant [10:42.31]Boosting my ego with every million that spills in [10:45.63]And still then [10:46.36]I won't find solace so where's the logic in that [10:48.76]Worrying 'bout if they think logic could rap [10:51.14]When it all goes back to a childhood need to be loved [10:54.86]By parents that was in too deep with the drugs [10:57.13]Ni**a my advice f**k the black and white sh*t [11:00.38]Be who you are identify as a star [11:02.78]No one tells you you're that [11:04.23]It's something that you just know [11:05.89]The world be stealing your glow [11:07.30]Your mama did what she could [11:08.59]Her life was miles from good [11:10.15]Your father fell in the trap [11:11.55]They set for you when you're black [11:13.06]They met when they was low [11:14.38]And therefore you a product of that [11:16.00]And so your trauma is deep [11:17.63]Don't bury it you should weep [11:19.22]And clean it out of your system then truly forgive 'em [11:21.78]Just my opinion only then can you find peace [11:24.66]Just start to notice happiness don't come from album release [11:27.48]I've been through it before [11:28.98]Can only share with you what I know [11:30.62]To be true but at the same time I'll never be you [11:33.53]And you'll never be me no matter how hard that you try [11:36.54]This is for youngins out there wondering how far you could fly [11:39.58]The truth is that you could go further than the stars and the sky [11:42.48]But if you want to then you ought to know why [11:44.79]Are you running from something [11:46.12]With hopes of becoming someone [11:47.59]That's finally worthy of love [11:49.54]Let me tell you now you're worthy enough [11:51.33]F**k approval from strangers that sh*t is dangerous as hell [11:54.33]Find god learn to accept yourself [11:56.75]And I'm gone [11:58.59]Accept him