[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:17.62]I walk on this frozen lake [00:19.94]Hoping to hit a spot that's weaker than I was [00:24.94]A year a half ago [00:28.17]I remember how Christmas used to be [00:32.25]Before she spat me out [00:35.99]And left me to roam this empty place [00:40.17]If I ran to the city sub lights [00:44.31]I'd still feel dull and worn out [00:48.99]It's time to start over and move on [00:53.34]My grandma keeps going on about the New Year [00:58.54]She says "you can't miss what you forget " [01:03.66]I'll spend the night slamming doors [01:06.23]Smoking outside my grandparents house [01:10.61]I thought Christmas was the time for us to feel loved [01:18.23]I feel like no one understands me anymore [01:24.07]Nothing is how it was last year [01:28.18]But it's cold and lonely [01:31.12]Just like before [01:33.36]It's time to start over and move on [01:37.63]My grandma keeps going on about the New Year [01:42.88]She says "you can't miss what you forget " [01:48.03]I'll sit and wonder who she loves instead of me [01:52.17]If she told me who it was [01:54.92]I'm afraid it would rip my heart out [02:00.55]For my family to see [02:10.00]At least they'd know I had a heart [02:17.36]At least they'd know [02:21.03]I had a heart [02:28.40]I had a heart