[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:37.20]Hey Nate how's life [00:39.13]I don't know it's alright [00:40.73]I've been dealin' with some things like every human being [00:43.04]And really didn't sleep much last night [00:44.59]Last night [00:45.13]I'm sorry that's fine [00:46.93]I just think I need a little me time [00:49.02]I just think I need a little free time [00:50.87]Little break from the shows and the bus rides yeah [00:52.93]Bus rides [00:53.28]Last year I had a breakdown [00:54.92]Thoughts tellin' me I'm lost gettin' too loud [00:56.85]Had to see a therapist then I found out [00:58.71]Somethin' funny's goin' on up in my house [01:00.76]Yeah started thinkin' maybe I should move out [01:02.77]You know pack my cart take a new route [01:04.80]Clean up my yard get the noose out [01:06.73]Hang up my heart let it air out [01:08.55]Air out [01:09.06]I've been searchin' [01:09.96]What does that mean Nate I've been learning [01:12.08]Grabbin' my keepsakes leavin' my burdens [01:14.03]Well I brought a few with me I'm not perfect [01:15.99]Lookin' at the view like this concerns me [01:18.02]Pickin' up the cues right I'm quite nervous [01:20.02]Hate it when I lose sight life gets blurry [01:21.86]And things might hurt me [01:23.00]It's prolly gonna be a long journey but hey [01:24.85]But hey [01:25.38]It's worth it though [01:26.35]Cold world out there kids grab your coats [01:28.30]Been a minute I know now I'm back to roam [01:30.29]Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code [01:32.29]Pretty vivid I admit it I'm in classic mode [01:34.24]Don't need pity given to me but I can't condone [01:36.21]Talkin' down to me I'ma have to crack your nose for crackin' jokes [01:38.94]I'm lookin' for the map to hope you seen it [01:40.64]You seen it [01:41.21]Been makin' a whole lot of changes [01:42.81]Wrote a song about that you should play it [01:44.81]I get scared when I walk on these stages [01:46.48]I look at the crowd and see so many faces yeah [01:49.09]That's when I start to get anxious [01:50.87]That's when my thoughts can be dangerous [01:52.96]That's when I put on my makeup and drown in self-hatred [01:55.35]Forget what I'm saying and [01:57.91]Where'd the beat go [01:59.04]Oh ain't that somethin' [02:00.63]Drums came in you ain't see that comin' [02:02.48]Hands on my head can't tell me nothin' [02:04.26]Got a taste of the fame had to pump my stomach [02:06.53]Throw it back up like I don't want it [02:08.48]Wipe my face clean off my vomit [02:10.49]OCD tryna push my buttons [02:12.30]I said don't touch it now y'all done it [02:14.57]I can be critical never typical [02:15.99]Intricate with every syllable I'm a criminal [02:17.99]Intimate but never political pretty visual [02:20.03]Even if you hate it I'll make it feel like you're in it though [02:22.10]You call me what you wanna but never call me forgettable [02:24.11]Leave you deep in thought I could never swim in the kiddie pool [02:26.00]Way that I been thinkin' is cinematic it's beautiful [02:27.92]Man I don't know if I'm makin' movies or music videos [02:30.02]Videos videos videos [02:31.25]Yeah the sales can rise [02:32.31]Doesn't mean much though when your health declines [02:34.33]See we've all got somethin' that we trapped inside [02:36.28]That we try to suffocate you know hopin' it dies [02:38.30]Try to hold it underwater but it always survives [02:40.29]Then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise [02:42.33]Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies [02:44.21]You don't relate to that [02:44.96]Must not be as crazy as I am [02:46.20]The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place [02:48.25]And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way [02:50.26]It's pretty cool right yeah but it's not always safe [02:52.30]Just hang with me this'll only take a moment okay [02:54.27]Just think about it for a second if you look at your face [02:56.22]Every day when you get up and think you'll never be great [02:58.15]You'll never be great not because you're not but the hate [03:00.26]Will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith [03:02.34]Woo [03:02.63]I am developin' take a look at the benefits [03:04.53]Nothin' to meddle with I can never be delicate [03:06.43]Am I even relevant that depends how you measure it [03:08.32]Take a measurement then bag it up and give me the evidence [03:10.28]It's pretty evident dependable can never be tentative [03:12.26]I'm a gentleman depending on if I think you're genuine [03:14.24]Pretty elegant but not afraid to tell you to get a grip [03:16.34]Proper etiquette I keep it to myself when I celebrate ah [03:18.70]Ah [03:19.10]It's that time again [03:20.32]Better grab your balloons and invite your friends [03:22.27]Seatbelts back on yeah strap 'em in [03:24.30]Look at me everybody I'm smilin' big [03:26.31]On a road right now that I can't predict [03:28.28]Tell me tone that down but I can't resist [03:30.26]Y'all know that sound better raise your fist [03:32.23]The search begins I'm back so enjoy the trip huh