[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:04.80]NF： [00:16.25]Look [00:17.44]Self awareness pride's a coat and yes I like to wear it [00:20.86]Buttoned up don't like to let no air in [00:22.58]With a pair of gloves that I hope doesn't perish [00:24.63]I discovered though when I get holes in them [00:26.83]And I let joy in I'm in higher spirits [00:28.54]My mistakes are like a screamin' parrot [00:30.55]Just repeatin' lyrics I can barely bear it when I'm lost [00:34.01]Road is narrow I'm lookin' down it like a gun's barrel [00:36.83]Aren't we all searchin' for the serum that could help us breathe [00:39.82]And leave our state of peril [00:41.10]All of us have made defensive scarecrows [00:42.92]That we scatter 'round our fields and treat like heroes [00:44.92]When they scare away the things that we should cherish [00:46.81]'Cause we're too embarrassed to admit the fear is that we're lost [00:50.03]Yeah but what does it matter [00:51.14]I get so combative [00:51.80]Inside of me's a personal canvas the paint can be splattered [00:53.81]Get messy when I start to get rattled [00:55.18]The heart of a savage I'm quiet when I lurk in the shadows [00:57.20]But somethin' don't add up I don't wanna be overdramatic [00:59.18]But look at the data it's obvious that humans are fragile [01:01.16]We tend to get mad at the ones that call us out [01:02.67]But the fact is we need someone that'll be honest [01:04.15]When we fly off the handle [01:05.60]I admit I throw a fit when I begin to unravel [01:07.55]Keep my wits been off the grid but now I'm back in the saddle [01:09.74]My intent is not to rent I like to own what I value [01:11.77]I could sit here on the fence or maybe pick up the paddle [01:13.78]I like to row against the current that's the way that I travel [01:15.82]Opposite of what the grain does got the brain of a rebel [01:17.83]Take initiative I'm diligent on every level [01:19.78]I never could settle I like to keep my foot on the pedal yeah [01:22.51]I'd love to pack arenas and all [01:23.96]But what I really wanna do is learn to handle my thoughts [01:25.83]And put the reins on 'em show 'em I'm the one that's the boss [01:27.94]And pull 'em back when they get out of hand I'm breakin' they jaws [01:30.07]I'm takin' the flaws that told me I could never evolve [01:31.96]Then pull a Bane on 'em ask 'em Oh you think you're in charge [01:34.42]You oughta know better ain't no way around it I'm flawed [01:36.11]The traits that I want they say I can't afford what it cost [01:38.28]NF： [01:38.31]But I manifested this [01:40.77]Failing's how you grow and learn your lessons kids [01:42.74]Take the worst and try to make the best of it [01:44.61]'Cause when you fail just know it's a test and if [01:46.81]You can learn to pick yourself back up again [01:48.74]And train your brain to not be such a pessimist [01:50.79]It's okay to make mistakes just don't forget that [01:52.99]There's a high road but I skip the exit when I'm lost [01:55.82]NF： [01:56.71]Yeah [01:58.33]When I'm lost [02:02.61]When I'm lost [02:06.90]When I'm lost [02:09.04]When I'm lost lost [02:11.34]Hopsin： [02:11.78]Wow these burdens are heavy [02:14.02]And I'm hopin' it don't bury me [02:15.55]I used to be joyful and skip so merrily [02:17.21]But now I'm too cautious and tip toe carefully [02:19.55]My mind left and it's nowhere to be found [02:22.48]Am I a big ol' parody [02:23.68]'Cause it's no fair to me [02:24.69]And now I'm at the point where I'm spending a grand a week on hypnotherapy [02:27.48]Look I'm tryna wash away my sins [02:29.15]I got a group of loved ones that ain't my friends [02:31.56]And if I ever take an L then they might grin [02:33.53]And they all wanna see me stay in the cage I'm in [02:35.66]So when it come to anybody there's no trust for no one [02:37.92]Man so what [02:38.68]My whole plan's to go nuts [02:39.98]My shoulders ready for more shrugs I'm gon' judge [02:41.94]Anybody tryna enter my circle with no love [02:44.00]Hol' up [02:44.58]My sanity's gone I'd rather be torn from this planet they planted me on [02:47.07]Yes that's a reward I'm actually bored with having a sore heart [02:49.62]It's torn apart from a family that I don't have anymore [02:52.01]Now hol' up [02:52.67]I was livin' so oblivious with millions it really was a pity huh [02:56.18]A pity huh [02:56.75]It's kinda funny what a penny does mixed in with a mini buzz [02:59.64]I feel stuck [03:00.34]Life's got me by the neck with a blade against it [03:02.32]What [03:02.48]Guess I was runnin' late for the train and missed it [03:04.42]What [03:04.61]The only thing I feel is pain and vengeance [03:06.31]What [03:06.61]So I'ma act out like a ragin' misfit [03:08.34]What [03:08.78]And every lay gon' stay sadistic [03:10.52]Yeah [03:10.79]You wanna hate me [03:11.58]Good great terrific [03:12.38]Good [03:12.89]You'll never see the day where my anger's dismissed [03:14.68]You better go and change your wishlist 'cause I [03:17.60]Yeah manifested this [03:19.16]Do not treat me like some adolescent kid [03:21.05]I am prayin' to the Lord with the Book of James [03:23.64]Hopin' he gon' add my testament [03:25.24]This dark cloud that's my residence [03:27.18]Demons knockin' I don't have to let 'em in [03:29.30]I done made mistakes day to day you probably can't relate [03:31.90]I just ain't the same when I'm lost [03:33.95]NF： [03:34.94]Yeah [03:37.05]When I'm lost [03:40.13]When I'm when I'm lost [03:45.06]When I'm lost [03:47.49]When I'm lost lost