[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:00.60]Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand [00:04.78]But I can't wanted to be your man back then [00:09.43]And you knew I fell for you but you just broke my heart in two [00:14.04]I was sad mad and broken on my bed [00:16.71]Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head [00:18.96]I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med [00:20.92]When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead [00:23.29]And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat [00:25.68]I said "I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again" [00:27.99]So instead I took my pen and started writing evidence [00:30.32]And when I started making sense I found that I had reached the end [00:32.71]Oh I'm upset I have no friends you wanna bet you're just pretend [00:34.91]You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing you're not **** [00:37.45]I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways I swear I did [00:41.52]I said I'd talk to people 'bout the problematic life I lived [00:46.15]They were my neighbors razor blades [00:48.43]And different flavored pills I hit [00:50.86]Therefore I'm at surely my last straw [00:53.40]I'm so gassed stuck in the past I said that [00:56.30]Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand [01:00.54]But I can't wanted to be your man back then [01:05.43]And so far I never held you with my arms [01:08.27]So it's hard to be the one you aren't with [01:10.55]Instead filled with anxiety always was a part of me [01:13.84]Guess I'm not cut out to be [01:14.96]Somebody 'cause it's not me I'm not used to all the talking [01:16.98]Was an introvert that had converted feelings into writing [01:19.32]Used to cope with all my problems using notes and lots of rhyming [01:21.60]Used to hope for better days whenever nights would have me crying [01:24.00]I'm not lying when I say that I would rather die than go back [01:26.54]To the times I would try and be the guy the people know [01:28.67]As always fighting with the demons hiding far behind my eyelids [01:30.92]On an island full of violence in my head I had two pilots [01:33.49]Oh the sun don't shine and skies turn grey [01:36.69]I feel it coursing through my veins [01:38.81]I've said before I'm not okay [01:41.18]But you don't listen anyway [01:43.51]You know I tried you turned away [01:45.77]You straight-up lied right to my face [01:47.99]You ****ed my life ruined my day [01:50.40]But you don't know so I'll say [01:52.76]Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did [01:56.03]You don't know so I'll say [01:57.19]Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it [02:01.13]So I'll say [02:01.83]Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did [02:05.40]You don't know so I'll say [02:06.47]Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it [02:10.43]So I'll say [02:11.17]Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand [02:15.15]But I can't wanted to be your man back then [02:19.96]And too bad I know I can't wake up because I lost my way [02:23.32]And you don't give a **** about me this could be a dream [02:26.90]I can't see the things that you see so please oh [02:29.83]Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand [02:33.79]But I can't wanted to be your man back then [02:38.73]And you had known and played along [02:40.86]You were my home I wrote you songs [02:43.17]Now you're dead to me effectively [02:45.73]Removed yourself outside my dreams