[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:00.78]Daddy [00:01.77]Huh [00:02.38]Foods' here [00:03.00]Kept buyin' and see who gets it [00:05.07]Come eat [00:06.41]Alaina I'm so tired [00:08.03]Just come eat [00:09.36]Alaina I'll be there in a minute I promise [00:12.33]Stop [00:13.20]But wake up [00:14.55]Shut the door [00:16.57]Somebody save me me from myself [00:24.63]I've spent so long livin' in hell [00:33.03]Another pill as I start to spiral [00:35.68]Message to my daughters [00:36.55]I don't even deserve the father title [00:39.66]Hailie I'm so sorry [00:40.55]I know I wasn't there for your first guitar recital [00:43.38]Didn't walk you down the aisle [00:45.12]Missed the birth of your first child [00:46.95]Your first podcast lookin' down sweetie [00:49.08]I'm so proud of how you turned out [00:51.27]Sorry that I chose d**gs and put 'em above you [00:54.21]Sorry that I didn't love you enough to [00:57.39]Give 'em up how the **** do [00:59.01]I not love you more than a pill [01:00.81]Lookin' up to the ceilin' from this floor wonder will [01:03.72]Somebody save me me from myself [01:12.21]I've spent so long livin' in hell [01:19.89]They say my lifestyle is bad for my health [01:28.14]It's the only thing that seems to help [01:36.39]Alaina sorry that you had to hear me fall in the bathroom [01:39.99]Sorry that I missed your gradu wait Nate I should just congratulate you [01:44.40]On bein' a dad to Carter and Liam look at you [01:48.00]Little bro sorry I left you [01:49.92]Sorry that I'll never get to [01:51.96]Hold or hug my little nephews [01:53.91]Stevie I'm sorry I missed you [01:56.04]Grow up and I didn't get to [01:57.72]Be the dad I wanted to be to you [02:00.00]Things I wanted to see you do [02:01.95]This is my song from me to you [02:03.81]Sorry I gave up but I'm just so defeated [02:06.00]God what the **** do you want me to do [02:07.53]Somebody save me me from myself [02:15.84]I've spent so long livin' in hell [02:23.52]They say my lifestyle is bad for my health [02:31.80]It's the only thing that seems to help [02:40.17]I've been starin' at that video of Hailie [02:42.30]Almost daily of her playin' a guitar [02:44.34]In hopes maybe that'll give me the power to fight [02:47.13]But the addict in me's a coward he told me that I can't do it [02:50.73]Had a second chance blew it [02:52.26]It's like I'm stuck inside an alternate reality but I know [02:55.26]What [02:55.50]I'll turn it around and be able to [02:57.33]Walk her and Lainie one day [02:58.95]To the altar as proud as can be [03:01.92]Right now I'm just weak [03:03.03]As I fall further down in this deep hole [03:05.19]And farther in the ground that I sink [03:07.05]As they lower me in my coffin [03:08.52]I feel the tears all fallin' down on my cheek [03:11.61]I'm a lost cause [03:15.21]Baby don't waste your time on me [03:19.65]I'm so damaged beyond repair [03:23.49]Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams [03:27.51]I'm a lost cause [03:31.20]Baby don't waste your time on me [03:35.52]I'm so damaged beyond repair [03:39.39]Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams