[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:17.94]Here to tell you the truth tell you I'm nervous [00:20.37]Tell you my story tell you I'm worth it [00:22.37]Tell you my flaws and my faults and my doubts [00:24.38]Give you my heart and what's left of it now [00:26.31]Tell you my hurt tell you my pain [00:28.41]Tell you the thoughts I keep trapped in my brain [00:30.46]Tell you that nothing's the same [00:31.99]Tell you I'm nothing much more than a main [00:33.72]And tell you I fear I may never find love [00:35.99]Tell you I'm getting in touch with above [00:37.75]And right now can't deny that I'm scared all this music [00:39.93]I wrote won't compare or warrant the buzz [00:42.02]Alone in my room dissecting each line that I rhyme [00:44.34]I don't know how finish on time [00:46.12]Missed the drop date three times I know that I let you all down [00:49.15]Well I was the first in that line so [00:50.84]Sever my soul from my body engulf it in music [00:53.19]Then give you something to relate [00:55.42]This is somewhere to go when your heart becomes cold [00:57.58]And your friends become fake [00:59.46]As you stand on the edge the world [01:01.28]You feel like you're destined break [01:03.61]And your grandma is screaming you're worthless [01:05.31]And calling you names to your face [01:06.76]Mom and I had to move to a place [01:08.54]Second time that I'll rhyme to paint this picture [01:11.06]And I can't deny I would hide in my room [01:12.79]And would cry from dealing with you [01:15.08]Pictures so vivid you yell in the kitchen [01:17.12]I'm taking my boxes I've made a decision [01:19.04]I'm done with your dissing your father there fixing [01:21.10]I tried to be nice but you just wouldn't listen [01:23.36]I couldn't wait for the day [01:24.64]Just to give you my take on the sh*t that you did [01:26.87]Silly old b**ch never be like you never be so rude [01:29.83]I hope I wish alone and sick you sit but this is where we end it [01:34.41]It's crazy to me how the truth is often most offensive [01:38.06]Battle tested learned my lesson to forgive but not forget [01:41.92]I spilled my heart opened my chest [01:44.13]Irrelevant you are to me but part to me honestly [01:47.76]Thought I should address life often makes this mess [01:51.59]I've come to give you more while everybody gives you less [01:56.24]Yeah and looking back on it all was a lie [01:59.94]At your friend's house and there's no other guys [02:01.87]Surprise and look who you're with [02:03.30]I'm not trying to diss I'm just telling you this [02:05.21]That your feelings may fade but your memories stick [02:07.20]Hope you're happy with him [02:09.87]I honestly hope you're happy with him [02:11.38]And he does all the things that I would and I tried [02:13.41]But I couldn't could keep going on but I know that I shouldn't [02:15.97]I shouldn't waste any more time [02:17.68]Shouldn't waste any more lines [02:19.06]When you're drunk off the wine do you find [02:20.83]Me crossing your mind we knew this would happen with time [02:23.55]But I think that we finally figured it out [02:26.25]That we would just never work out [02:27.74]I tried picking you up you tried pulling me down [02:29.67]But now life without you is where happy is found [02:31.68]And right now I'm just focused on music trust you would lose it [02:34.48]Ripped out my heart you abused and you used it [02:36.55]Love's not a label on Facebook [02:38.04]When I gave you everything like girl wait look [02:40.13]But you didn't care I would just stare at my wall [02:42.37]And you gave me no reason at all when you left [02:44.60]Picked myself up when you made me feel less [02:46.71]Much better off and at that I detest [02:48.60]Well now let's just put it to rest I wish you the best [02:51.23]My friends don't respond to my texts [02:52.73]Yes I've been busy with kindest regards [02:54.66]But is it that hard just call [02:56.71]I wanna hang out yet you're shutting me out [02:58.50]And you put in no effort at all [03:00.07]Now you got me confused like what did I do [03:02.23]Used to tell you if I'll make it I'll be bringing all you [03:04.46]Now my circles are limited a few [03:06.10]And y'all walked out and left that left no one to lose [03:08.19]I got nothing to lose [03:10.93]And nothing to gain by not telling the truth [03:13.06]Been barely believing in love [03:14.66]I still really don't even know if I do [03:16.71]But if someone was ever to make me believe [03:18.85]Then that someone is you I promise it's you [03:21.27]I never took action you're Snapchatting [03:23.26]Asking me where all my music is at [03:25.27]We're talking right now as I'm writing this rap [03:27.25]You're someone I wish that I always could have [03:29.02]And to be blatant girl your name is [03:32.40]Still can't say it [03:33.47]Never could say it scared you would hate it [03:35.58]Wonder what crosses your mind when you play [03:37.35]I'm patient I'm waiting for you [03:38.98]Even wrote rescue about me and you [03:40.81]Maybe one day we'll be we'll wait and we'll see [03:42.78]Now I'm chasing my dream and I hope you do too [03:44.78]And I'm hoping to prove I'm paying my dues [03:47.06]Dad would get drunk and pass out I'm like what are you doing [03:49.68]Booze and you lose it he knew it [03:51.29]So he got sober so proud I knew you could do it [03:53.67]I'm out at a party y'all tell me to drink [03:55.87]Here's what I think I think you look stupid [03:57.88]Sinking my soul in the music [03:59.24]I do it for free and just know that I'm woven into it [04:01.70]My fans we turned into fam [04:03.44]I'm here to guide you give me your hands [04:05.53]Tell me your thoughts and your dreams and your plans [04:07.37]They told me I never could be what I am [04:09.43]Now look where we stand [04:10.80]We stand for everything we said we'd stand for [04:13.89]When they tried to give us less we said nah f**k that [04:16.96]We demand more and we stand tall [04:19.19]Dan told me jump on that beat and go tell 'em the truth [04:21.75]That's what I do I do this for you [04:23.70]I tell you my story to help you get through [04:25.55]And you see that this life is hard [04:27.27]The darkest nights make the brightest stars [04:29.35]I'm bringing y'all with me let's raise the bar [04:31.29]I know y'all can feel this whoever you are [04:33.88]Kindest regards [04:36.68]Mark