Russ - I Love You Boy

[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:00.79]I love you more [00:04.28]Than before [00:07.79]Yeah yeah yeah yeah [00:11.88]I love you more [00:15.38]Than before [00:18.85]Yeah yeah yeah yeah [00:20.27]Yeah [00:21.49]You grew up in a environment that was hostile and got wild [00:24.87]Arguments you heard as a small child had an effect [00:27.87]That left you with a lot to undo [00:29.81]Your first words was screamin' at your mom sayin' "**** you" [00:32.44]Imagine the visual diaper on already dealin' with the residual [00:36.63]Effects of an explosive father figure was difficult [00:39.38]Mama was miserable his love felt conditional [00:41.80]You better be perfect otherwise he'll be hypocritical [00:44.60]Belittle you 'til you nothin' yeah hurts to listen [00:46.98]Neither parent knew how to regulate the nervous system [00:49.92]Dad was reactive mom was fatalistic [00:52.69]No one to protect you grandfather paid a visit [00:55.22]To take you and your siblings and your mama far away [00:57.66]Twenty-nine years later she regrets that she stayed [01:00.44]You were doomed from the start you were hurt and ostracized [01:03.29]There's a wound in your heart survival mode you traumatized [01:06.55]For real [01:07.11]I love you more [01:09.62]I love you [01:10.63]Than before [01:14.07]Yeah yeah yeah yeah [01:18.12]I love you more [01:21.64]Than before [01:25.12]Yeah yeah yeah yeah [01:27.25]Yeah [01:27.81]The monster you created to protect the kid in you is hard to manage [01:31.06]Supreme confidence deep cripplin' insecurity [01:33.86]The damage that's been done is explicit and abusive and a critic [01:36.98]Nothin' that you ever do is really good enough is it [01:39.57]You didn't get validation from your dad [01:41.98]So you replaced him with the industry and started to rap [01:44.46]You wanted praise and acknowledgement and picked a profession that [01:47.44]People who look like you don't get [01:48.91]Now the range of accomplishments [01:50.14]Bein' ignored authoritative outside force [01:52.89]That you yet again apparently aren't good enough for [01:55.66]All fueled you your need to be liked and feel wanted consumed you [01:59.27]That's why you call a chick every night to come do you [02:02.15]Only to be left feelin' less than before [02:04.91]Didn't have the tools to manage stress you at war [02:07.32]With yourself you need love [02:09.17]Drinkin' to forget that bein' you is not enough [02:11.75]Overcompensatin' in interviews tryna prove that you right [02:14.91]Maybe then you'll be liked [02:16.35]Tryna prove you're worthy of approval you weren't shown in your home [02:19.51]I'm sorry that I ever left you all alone [02:24.21]I love you more [02:26.20]I'm sorry [02:27.87]Than before [02:31.29]Yeah yeah yeah yeah [02:35.27]I love you more [02:38.84]Than before [02:42.28]Yeah yeah yeah yeah [02:43.97]Yeah [02:45.14]You deserve a pat on the back and a round of applause [02:47.72]The sound of this song makes you think I'm not proud [02:49.98]But you wrong [02:50.61]Look how far you took it international bookings [02:52.80]You gave your family a cushion [02:54.15]And through the hate you kept pushin' [02:55.55]Knew you had people lookin' up to you [02:57.27]You held your composure [02:58.30]As hell moved close to you [02:59.42]You a soldier it's a shock that you were ever sober [03:01.71]I never told you how I feel I apologize [03:04.22]Lot of guys would've folded I guess I'm not surprised [03:06.60]You prophesized this from the get go [03:08.51]Anything you wanted went and got it 'cause you said so [03:11.33]Packs of women fightin' over you like Shevchenko [03:14.00]Seven figure checks private jets your best friends know [03:16.56]Your character you proved that by sharin' your [03:18.87]Successes and blessings but when you hurt we hurt [03:21.52]Breakdowns mean that it's time for a rebirth so [03:24.74]You carried me as far as you could go [03:26.59]Now it's time to say goodbye [03:27.95]Before I leave you should know though yeah [03:30.54]I love you more [03:34.07]Than before [03:37.62]Yeah yeah yeah yeah [03:41.57]I love you more [03:45.13]Than before [03:48.60]Yeah yeah yeah yeah