[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:00.28]The Search - NF [00:02.82]Hey Nate [00:03.69]How's life [00:04.65]I don't know it's alright [00:06.49]I've been dealin' with some things [00:07.58]Like every human being [00:08.38]And really didn't sleep much last night [00:10.31]Last night [00:10.89]I'm sorry [00:11.64]That's fine [00:12.70]I just think I need a little me time [00:14.56]I just think I need a little free time [00:16.45]Little break from the shows [00:17.44]And the bus rides bus rides [00:18.51]Yeah [00:18.98]Last year I had a breakdown [00:20.49]Thoughts tellin' me [00:21.28]I'm lost gettin' too loud [00:22.45]Had to see a therapist [00:23.36]Then I found out [00:24.42]Somethin' funny's goin' on up in my house [00:26.26]Yeah I started thinkin' [00:27.17]Maybe I should move out [00:28.25]You know pack my cart [00:29.39]Take a new route [00:30.43]Clean up my yard [00:31.32]Get the noose out [00:32.31]Hang up my heart [00:33.49]Let it air out air out [00:34.83]I've been searchin' [00:35.79]What does that mean [00:36.35]Nate [00:36.62]I've been learning [00:37.60]Grabbin' my keepsakes [00:38.58]Leavin' my burdens [00:39.59]Well I brought a few with me [00:40.84]I'm not perfect [00:41.76]Lookin' at the view [00:42.21]Like this concerns me [00:43.74]Pickin' up the cues [00:44.36]Right I'm quite nervous [00:45.55]Hate it when I lose sight [00:46.66]Life gets blurry and things might hurt me [00:48.60]It's prolly gonna be a long journey [00:50.21]But hey hey [00:51.14]It's worth it though [00:52.03]Cold world out there [00:52.81]Kids grab your coats [00:53.88]It's been a minute [00:54.54]I know [00:54.97]Now I'm back to roam [00:55.99]Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code [00:57.93]Pretty vivid [00:58.40]I admit it [00:58.98]I'm in classic mode [00:59.94]Don't need pity given to me [01:00.85]But I can't condone [01:01.91]Talkin' down to me [01:02.63]I'ma have to crack your nose [01:03.92]For crackin' jokes [01:04.54]I'm lookin' for the map to hope [01:05.66]You seen it [01:06.22]You seen it [01:06.77]Been makin' a whole lot of changes [01:08.31]Wrote a song about that you should play it [01:10.25]I get scared [01:10.92]When I walk on these stages [01:11.96]I look at the crowd and see so many faces yeah [01:14.57]That's when [01:15.03]I start to get anxious [01:16.71]That's when my thoughts can be dangerous [01:18.66]That's when I put on my makeup [01:20.03]And drown in self-hatred [01:20.78]Forget what I'm saying and [01:23.48]Where da beat go [01:24.62]Oh ain't that somethin' [01:26.06]Drums came in [01:26.90]You ain't see that comin' [01:28.24]Hands on my head [01:28.97]Can't tell me nothin' [01:29.86]Got a taste of the fame [01:30.96]Had to pump my stomach [01:32.12]Throw it back up like I don't want it [01:34.08]Wipe my face [01:34.89]Clean off my vomit [01:36.09]OCD tryna push my buttons [01:37.92]I said don't touch it [01:39.12]Now y'all done it [01:40.17]I can be critical [01:41.06]Never typical [01:41.68]Intricate with every syllable [01:42.94]I'm a criminal [01:43.65]Intimate but never political [01:44.85]Pretty visual [01:45.68]Even if you hate it [01:46.52]I'll make it feel like you're in it [01:47.68]Though [01:47.82]You call me what you wanna [01:48.78]But never call me forgettable [01:49.71]Leave you deep in thought [01:50.45]I could never swim in the kiddie pool [01:51.58]Way that I been thinkin' is cinematic [01:53.04]It's beautiful [01:53.46]Man I don't know if [01:54.30]I'm makin' movies or music videos [01:55.61]Videos videos videos [01:57.16]Yeah the sales can rise [01:57.93]Doesn't mean much though [01:58.88]When your health declines [01:59.85]See we've all got somethin' [02:01.05]That we trapped inside [02:01.88]That we try to suffocate [02:02.85]You know hopin' it dies [02:03.85]Try to hold it underwater [02:04.85]But it always survives [02:05.87]Then it comes up out [02:06.69]Of nowhere like an evil surprise [02:07.92]Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies [02:09.78]You don't relate to that [02:10.83]Must not be as crazy as I am [02:12.09]The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place [02:13.89]And what you feed it [02:14.72]Can affect you in a powerful way [02:15.88]It's pretty cool [02:16.41]Right [02:16.60]Yeah [02:16.87]But it's not always safe [02:17.86]Just hang with me [02:18.55]This'll only take a moment [02:19.41]Okay [02:19.88]Just think about it for a second [02:20.92]If you look at your face [02:21.85]Every day when you get up [02:22.90]And think you'll never be great [02:23.77]You'll never be great [02:24.73]Not because you're not [02:25.38]But the hate [02:25.83]Will always find a way [02:26.62]To cut you up and murder your faith [02:27.75]Woo [02:28.48]I've been developin' [02:29.03]Take a look at the benefits [02:30.16]Nothin' to meddle with [02:30.84]I can never be delicate [02:32.12]Am I even relevant [02:32.88]That depends how you measure it [02:33.94]Take a measurement [02:34.59]Then bag it up and give me the evidence [02:36.00]Pretty evident [02:36.54]Dependable can never be tentative [02:37.82]I'm a gentleman [02:38.52]Depending on if [02:39.26]I think you're genuine [02:40.01]Pretty elegant [02:40.39]But not afraid to tell you to get a grip [02:41.78]Proper etiquette [02:42.54]I keep it to myself [02:43.44]When I celebrate ah ah [02:44.91]It's that time again [02:45.94]Better grab your balloons [02:46.96]And invite your friends [02:47.94]Seatbelts back on [02:48.88]Yeah [02:49.13]Strap 'em in [02:49.90]Look at me everybody [02:50.90]I'm smilin' big [02:51.88]On a road right now [02:52.95]That I can't predict [02:53.85]Tell me Tone that down [02:54.91]But I can't resist [02:55.95]Y'all know that sound [02:56.80]Better raise your fist [02:57.69]The search begins [02:58.48]I'm back so enjoy the trip [02:59.86]Ha ha ha ha ha