[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:11.39]I'm gettin' older I think I'm agin' well [00:16.84]I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself [00:22.72]There's reasons that I'm thankful there's a lot I'm grateful for [00:28.43]But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door [00:35.37]Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more [00:40.43]Than anyone before [00:42.98]Anyone before [00:48.81]Too bad they're usually deranged [00:54.30]Last week I realized I crave pity [00:58.36]When I re-tell a story I make everything sound worse [01:05.33]Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing [01:10.39]And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed [01:17.33]Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest [01:21.91]I was still bein' ignored [01:25.06]Lyin' for attention just to get neglection [01:32.35]Now we're estranged [01:37.81]Things I once enjoyed [01:43.76]Just keep me employed now [01:49.66]Things I'm longing for [01:55.65]Someday I'll be bored of [01:59.35]It's so weird [02:10.66]That we care so much until we don't [02:17.16]I'm gettin' older I've got more on my shoulders [02:22.73]But I'm gettin' better at admitting when I'm wrong [02:28.78]I'm happier than ever at least that's my endeavor [02:34.48]To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure [02:41.28]'Cause to be honest I just wished the word I promised [02:46.14]Would depend on what I'm givin' [02:49.15]Not on his permission [02:52.21]Wasn't my decision [02:56.26]To be abused mm [03:01.78]Things I once enjoyed [03:07.50]Just keep me employed now [03:13.68]Things I'm longing for mm [03:19.66]Someday I'll be bored of [03:23.15]It's so weird [03:35.00]That we care so much until we don't [03:41.75]But next week I hope I'm somewhere laughin' [03:46.34]For anybody asking I promise I'll be fine [03:53.32]I've had some trauma did things I didn't wanna [03:58.28]Was too afraid to tell ya but now I think it's time